[ At least she's admitting to it, even though it sounds like she's doing so reluctantly, something shy about her. It doesn't exactly feel like the greatest thing to admit to, after all. Illya may not have much of a sense of personal pride, being a young and insecure girl and all, but it's not like she wants to look like a total loser in front of a confident Dreamer either.
Still, she knows saying anything but this would be lying, so she tries to gently admit it to Ai.
Ai has been so nice so far - surely this isn't where she would draw the line into judging her, right? ]
Fighting.. seems really scary. I'm not sure if I could face that sort of thing.. I-- I don't feel like I'm as brave as all the other Dreamers must be.
[ They're constantly fighting, after all. Like it's nothing - if not just from Illya's rose-coloured perception of these people. ]
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[ At least she's admitting to it, even though it sounds like she's doing so reluctantly, something shy about her. It doesn't exactly feel like the greatest thing to admit to, after all. Illya may not have much of a sense of personal pride, being a young and insecure girl and all, but it's not like she wants to look like a total loser in front of a confident Dreamer either.
Still, she knows saying anything but this would be lying, so she tries to gently admit it to Ai.
Ai has been so nice so far - surely this isn't where she would draw the line into judging her, right? ]
Fighting.. seems really scary. I'm not sure if I could face that sort of thing.. I-- I don't feel like I'm as brave as all the other Dreamers must be.
[ They're constantly fighting, after all. Like it's nothing - if not just from Illya's rose-coloured perception of these people. ]