[ Please, Lisa. No matter what the honest answer to that question is, there's absolutely no way Illya can allow you to get all worked up about this when you just were crying and being really emotional. That's way too much to put Lisa through all at once! ]

I'm..

[ Pause. ]

I'm trying to work it out.

[ Nailed it. At least it's true that things aren't as bad anymore as they used to be.. ]

I guess I-- I still don't fully understand why he does things the way he does them. Or why he treats other people that way..