Because... because all of those people care about me. And I care about them. Like I would--would be worrying them, upsetting them, and it's...

[She looks down again. She doesn't quite catch the way Illya struggles with similar thoughts, in the moment. She's trying to put it into words -- and not fall into the same mental trap she had, once before.]

...I know that's not how it work, Illya-chan. They care about me. They'd do anything for me. I-- [She isn't so sure she didn't drive them away, though. So Junna closes her mouth, looking down.]

I know it, but when things got bad, it was hard to remember it.