[It's not a good place. There is no good place. There's no good time. She knows that, knows better, but sometimes... sometimes Lisa just can't keep the faith any longer. Not for lack of trying. But as her hands slowly ball into still-shaking fists, some life comes back into her tone. Maybe not... the desired kind of life, though.]

It's not fair. None of this is ever fair! Wh-why is this happening!? I- I want to find Crimson and shake answers out of her! I shouldn't have to find out Senpai's secrets like this! I shouldn't have had to find out your secrets like this! We should have gone on more dates and opened up and- and-!

[She sobs, once, choking it back.]

She'll always be my l-light. But I hate this! There sh-shouldn't have to be an after! I- I trust her, but all this just- just gives me doubts! I don't want doubts!